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  • Listening to: The hollowness of an empty house.
  • Watching: The ending sunset.
  • Drinking: Vodka and Pepsi
My baby girl is gone, and my heart has shattered in a way I didn't think possible. 

Cinder, raised from a itty bitty kitty when I moved to Australia from America, passed away in my arms on September 2. We had a bond so tight that I was convinced my lost father sent her from Heaven to take care of me, because I was all alone here. 

And now, after 14 years, three miscarriages, a divorce, a terrible accident that fused my spine....I am alone again. 

I cannot not bear this kind of pain. 


Personal Quote: "Laughed. Loved. Cried. Fell down frequently."


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EerieStir Featured By Owner Feb 28, 2016  Hobbyist
thanks a lot for the watch!!
giusynuno Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you so much for watching!!! It means the world to me:heart:
Kedori Featured By Owner Jun 15, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for adding "Abdomination 2" to your favourites.  I am glad that you like it that much.

Also, hello from a fellow "North American" who made the move to Australia.
3D-Fantasy-Art Featured By Owner Apr 18, 2015
Thanks for the :+devwatch: :D
Saarl Featured By Owner Apr 16, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the :+fav:s and :+devwatch: :glomp:
EdiePhoenix Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2015   Digital Artist
Thank you so very much not only for all the generous :+fav:s you've given me today and the more than lovely comment on Silence, but also for sharing about Cinder with posting pictures of her. I'm a cat-mother as well, with 10 cat-children who I love so dearly. My Izzy is sleeping againt my leg at the moment and licks my skin, sensing I'm in tears after reading about Cinder's loss. I know it's already been a while but having lost before I know the pain never really stops. :hug:
Saliseiren Featured By Owner Edited Mar 20, 2015
Oh my, thank you so much for your kindness. It is painful to talk about her, but I *want* to, at the same time.

What matters to me is that special people like SEnignaticX and yourself (both of you are cat people) and the couple of people who have favourited her pictures notice her, and like something about her. Because then she really does live on :) 

She will live forever! 
EdiePhoenix Featured By Owner Mar 20, 2015   Digital Artist
She for sure will. :heart: 
After a long history of depression I don't know what I would do without my cats, they're the only family I have left. Loss is always hard and devastating, yes, but as long as you can remember your unconditional love for her, she will never be forgotten. 
Van-Syl-Production Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch :3
Buschtrottel Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:
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